oh god so earlier today my dad and i came back from grocery shopping and we were putting everything away and he pulls my a box of my tampons out of the bag and turns to me and says
“where do these go?”
and there was kind of this awkward moment of silence before i went “…my vagina”
and then he kind of just fell over and nearly cried
and was like “WHICH CUPBOARD ASDGHJ”
Sorry, I’ve just been staring at this gif for about five minutes. Look at his eyes! And I don’t just mean the amazing colour of them, look. They start off so innocent and almost guilty but suddenly they shift to something so cold and filled with malaise and they literally seem to darken. How? Tom, how the fuck do you do that?
If anyone ever tells me Tom is a shit actor I will garotte them.
Are you tired of my queue yet? I hope you’re not, because I’m not gonna be on a lot, if at all, next week. I have a cosplay to fix, apparently a life to live (who would’ve thought!) and a convention to attend. I have about 80 posts in my queue (it’s never been that many I tell you) and they will be posted during the week. But, if you miss me terribly you can contact me on twitter, or if you’d like to chat :P
I love you all, goodnight ~
(also thank you to lovebenedictcumberbatch for following :D)
The past few months I have gone to Mark for bits of advice and he really has given me profound strength this time. My life has been changing so much because I’ve slowly been standing up for myself. I am finally putting my foot down on the beliefs I have, after years of suffering and doing only what my parents wanted. Being an adult, it’s been frustrating to still have those who want to control you. I should be able to believe in the religion of my choosing and love…. who I want.
It was one thing to stand up for my religious beliefs, but sexuality has been an area I’ve been afraid to ever mention. I have never dated in my life for these reasons and the disgust I know my family would have. To them, being gay or a lesbian is ungodly, shocking, and gross. So to me, they would feel disgusted with their daughter or very let down. As attracted as I am to men, I would never date one because (
of my discomfort) my attraction to women is stronger.
I figured it’s time for me to stand up for who I really am because pleasing others while being miserable isn’t worth it, and it’s taken a toll on my health (from anxiety, depression, etc.) I went to Mark and simply asked him in a tweet what I should do. His encouraging words are the reason I have been hanging in there and not giving up on life, so I had to ask him if I should tell my family or keep it to myself.
He said, “Darling, your sexuality is as divine as your heart. As natural as your eyes and skin. Be fearless.” I will be fearless and I love him so much for giving me determination. I even found the strength to tell the girl I will be rooming with and she accepts me for who I am. She may have different views, but she doesn’t judge. Thank you, Mark for encouraging me.
You beautiful man.. (There is something special about getting that support from those you admire ♥)
- sex ed teacher: a lot of heterosexual boys tend to become aroused by the idea of two woman in a sexual relationship but you don't see heterosexual girls becoming aroused at the idea of two men in a sexual relationship why do you think that is?
- me: *laughs uncontrollably*
“I’m gonna write today!” I say as I continue to browse Tumblr and sob into my keyboard at three in the morning when I realize I haven’t done anything.